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About Me Member General Fiction Writer little-pupppet-girlFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Cancer.

Tue Apr 22, 2008, 7:59 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: My Heart beat.
  • Reading: If I Die.
  • Eating: Food is for the weak.
  • Drinking: As is hydration.
What do I even say today.
I feel for the first time in a long time like I’m falling again.
I don’t want to be at the point I was last year.
I don’t want to want to die.

But my life is just trying to spiral out of control. I feel like there is something bigger than me pulling the strings in my life and that that thing is a sadist. I finally get a best friend that I can trust and she has to go and leave. I know it’s not her fault but I need something from her. Something before she leaves that will make me believe she won’t just leave me in the dust. She is wonderful but so wrapped up in her own head and strange dependant relationship [that I’m not aloud to know too much about] that she barely even notices when I’m upset.

I revolve my days around her when she is upset and she can’t even notice?

My days haven’t been so bad, but then then something just had to pop up didn’t it.

Oh Cancer.

How weird is that word. It can ruin a life or two. In a second. Baisically I have few people very close to me. One of them has Cancer. But I was lead to believe [by doctors] that the surgery he had would have, fixed it. But I just found out yesterday 4/21/08. That it has become Lymphatic. Also it’s in about stage IVA, His Lymphocyte count is about 580/µl and his WBC [White Blood Count] is 14,000/µl.

For those of you not dealing with Cancer out there…

He has about a 40% Chance of living if they get EVERYTHING right the first time.

Which it never does.







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Hi There I am little puppet girl!
My real name is Dani.
You can call me anything, i'll even respond to

"HEY SKANK"

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Everywhere I wish I wasn't.
  • Interests: Kingdom hearts/Anime/Yaoi/MY FRIENDS<3
  • Favourite movie: Not really sure. I have many.
  • Favourite band or musician: *points down*
  • Favourite genre of music: I'm pretty open to anything
  • Favourite artist: My good friend Aimiee.
  • MP3 player of choice: Demyx. The name of my iPod people.
  • Skin of choice: That of my next victims.
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts 1, CoM, and 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: My PS2 [It's My Baby.]
  • Personal Quote: "Life is too damn slow."
  • Tools of the Trade: Will power and a pen.

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Comments


:iconthebeautifulundead:
i think i love your icon! lol!

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"Live fast, Die young, leave a beautiful corpse"
Kingdom Hearts Ate My Life
i speak lol cat
i :heart: :music:
:iconathenastar17:
Thx for teh fave-ness! :love:

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They say you're only as old as you feel...but I feel about 86....

Yes, my icon says KHIII. Not two, three. I'm so pumped.

~tehzemyxclub ...because an evil genius and an illiterate musician make such a cute couple. Don't deny
:iconrjblue:
hi little puppet girl
i just read your comment.......thanks!

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in my dreams,

i continuously distort your face a thousand times...

but in reality, i couldn't have done it better.

it's just one hell of an abstract masterpiece.
:iconmurderoticum:
thanks for the fav to!! :)
:iconkellyjane:
Thankyoooou for adding me to your watch list! ^__^

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:icondarkmythril:
Come on AIM. T_T

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:iconwanna-be-writer:
Thank you for the watch!!! ^^

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“Oh my gosh, there it goes! Watch, watch Roxas…burn baby burn!!”

“Axel…it’s only a marshmallow.”

“Correction Roxy – it is a flaming marshmallow. It’s special.”

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:iconlittle-pupppet-girl:
HI! How are you? I liked your newest picture because it's true~somtimes life sucks but a smile can help and you'll always get one from meh! And.... :glomp: Thats so you feel not so...un smiley!

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Live fast die young, leave a beautiful corpse.
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Thanks for the wonderful comments. <333 =O

may I friend you? :3

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